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- GonzoStyle - 11-08-2002
Have you ever loved someone and felt you would never love anyone like that again?
I was with someone for 4 years, we broke up a few months before I joined OA.com in the summer of 2000.
I loved her like crazy, I can't even begin to express it. She fit me like a glove, personality wise she was like a female version of me. She was sarcastic, mean as fuck, funny as Hell and just crazy. Plus she was beautiful, I am not saying that cause she was my g/f, she was actually drop dead beautiful. I was nowhere near what I am now, I was actually the picture of health when we first got together, I was on the baseball team and she was a cheerleader, it was very "typical HS love" type thing. Except I wasn't a big jock nor was she the head cheerleader. I injured my back and went through some serious depression due to a loss in my family and got to where I am now. But that is another story.
Lately I been thinking, how bad I fucked up losing her. Not a day goes by I don't think of her, either I am reminded by something or whatever. I also have a deep rooted fear I will never find her again. Not literally her cause she is married and has kids now.
I fear I will never love anyone as much as her again. I fucked up, it was all my fault, or atleast mostly, maybe she coulda been a bit more understanding. She felt I wasn't paying her enough attention and I was trying to get my business started.
I dunno why I posted this, I just felt like it...
- FAST FREDDY - 11-08-2002
I hate my ex-cunt, she stomped me hard, years ago.
Damn her nice titties!
mokey:
- GonzoStyle - 11-08-2002
Somehow I can never picture freddy with a real woman.
- FAST FREDDY - 11-08-2002
No .. she was very real. However, that was years ago, when I was normal and could work among the public, legally.
mokey:
- crx girl - 11-08-2002
- Luna - 11-08-2002
Ahhh...young love...to be young again.
- OAS - 11-08-2002
Luna, when did you turn old?
- Luna - 11-08-2002
I've always been old. ;-)
Going on 37. :-o
- HollywoodJewMoses - 11-08-2002
i <3 freddy
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- OAS - 11-08-2002
Ah yes 37 :loveya: The good old days. :crackhead:
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- LyricalGomez - 11-08-2002
:lol:
- FAST FREDDY - 11-08-2002
ah....how old is OAS
- GonzoStyle - 11-08-2002
Last time oas was 37 hooch was still illegal.
- LyricalGomez - 11-08-2002
:rofl:
- ClusterF@#$ - 11-08-2002
out of all the girls i've dated.. i've only been in love once. i haven't found someone like that since. That was the one that got away, and no one else has ever compared... as much as i want to find one better.
Once you've driven a Ferrari, aint no way in Hell you're gonna be happy with a pinto.
- OAS - 11-08-2002
Quote:Last time oas was 37 hooch was still illegal.That might be true, but you should have seen me in a zoot suit. I was fucking chilsed. :thumbs-up:
- GonzoStyle - 11-08-2002
Quote:That might be true, but you should have seen me in a zoot suit. I was fucking chilsed.
I bet you could cut a rug and do a mean charleston, swing baby, swing!!
That Glenn Miller had some rockin tunes.
- OAS - 11-08-2002
Pardon me boys, is that the Chatanooga choo choo? Yea, yea
And those can can girls. Oh the hot little asses on them. Sweet!
- Hybrid - 11-08-2002
oh. my. god. you're so fucking old.
- virgingrrl - 11-08-2002
i've fallen in love.
i've fucked up that love.
i've lost that love.
the end.