the maryland sniper thing wouldnt bother me if not for the fact that my best friend's sister lives down there, near all the shootings, and her brother is down there visiting her
moments like you catching that gap where the towers were are how i get affected by 9/11. i'll be staring at the skyline or something will remind me of a moment from that day that will catch me and make me feel sad. i think about that gap of time from when i wasnt sure if my girlfriend was ok cause she was downtown that day. theres those little things that jolt me back into that day.
back to the topic....
i want to be on the cover of rolling stone one day.
yeah, and they pulled the simpsons where homer's car get stolen and dropped at wtc plaza. wtf???
I'm not stalking, dammit. I've been happily stalking someone else for the last 10 years. I'm just commenting. That's all, just commenting. Nothing more. Don't read into this. That's it.
I want to get GTA Vice City...it comes out This week...I need a PS2 though...
I hold the dubious honor of being the only person never modded who has also never been to a party who in the past had a shared account with a vegetable reference that has had consensual sex with a woman who wasn't from the board that also knows what >) means and remembers the end of the golden age.
how much did ps2 drop in price? i'm working poor right now.
I'm not stalking, dammit. I've been happily stalking someone else for the last 10 years. I'm just commenting. That's all, just commenting. Nothing more. Don't read into this. That's it.
I hold the dubious honor of being the only person never modded who has also never been to a party who in the past had a shared account with a vegetable reference that has had consensual sex with a woman who wasn't from the board that also knows what >) means and remembers the end of the golden age.
I think the Gaints should win just so Bonds gets a ring...
I hold the dubious honor of being the only person never modded who has also never been to a party who in the past had a shared account with a vegetable reference that has had consensual sex with a woman who wasn't from the board that also knows what >) means and remembers the end of the golden age.
I'm a very private person. I have a hard time sharing even with my best friends. The stuff i've putt out there on here is really nothing when you add it all up.
I have no emotional response whatsoever to death, even the deaths of people close to me. It bothers me terribly that I feel absolutely nothing. I feel bad for those that are mourning, and try to comfort them when I can, but I honestly do my best to avoid people who are in that state of grief. It feels so awkward to feel nothing while a friend of family member is in emotional pain that I actually feel guilty and can not think of anything heartfelt to say, so I stay away.
The odd thing is, and this may be the actual cause of my lack of feeling, I am horrified by thoughts of my own mortality. I can not fathom that at some point the essence of "me" will just stop. Death is the one thing that we can not possibly understand in our lives. There is no way to ever find out what truly happens when you die, until you actually do, and at that point it's not like you can share the information.
I haven't been home since August 17 and I won't be back in NY till December 13...I miss NY
I hold the dubious honor of being the only person never modded who has also never been to a party who in the past had a shared account with a vegetable reference that has had consensual sex with a woman who wasn't from the board that also knows what >) means and remembers the end of the golden age.