09-03-2006, 04:48 PM
I went to a party for a friend's daughter, his second child - 1st birthday. Anyway, this is the party where I realized that it was over although I have realized this for a while. It's just not the same anymore. All my firends have wives and children and I'm standing there and there are like 20 kids running wild around this place, toys laying about. I engage in a little chit chat with a couple of people but beyond that I find myself just kinda standing there by myself like a jerkoff by the bar. I realize to myself, I have nothing in common with these people anymore. We have nothing to say to each other. So I was there for about an hour or less and I just leave. I don't say a word, just walk out and I don't think anyone even noticed. So I now realize that a stage of my life has come to an end. It's not like I'm all broken up about it, we really never had much to say to each other when we weren't on our like 7-8th beer or more. And that's that. Cest la vie