Stupid Milestones:
Surpassed 300th post and 26,280th lifetime piss on the same day. Do I get a prize?

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I'm suffering from depression
the anger turned within
what do I gain for all my pain
perhaps a seat in heaven?

Don't do what you want
do what you're taught is right
your life is built on paranoia and guilt
don't forget your valium tonight

The agony I must endure
my mind is painful and swells
the punishment for what I've done
is forever the pains of hell
how come what is natural
has to be a sin?
why would God give me this urge
if I cannot give in?
they say don't give up
that Jesus loves me

I went down into my basement
confused and depressed
put Black Sabbath on
razor blade in hand
a Wilkinson I think
ten slashes on each arm
my only wrongdoing
was being born human
and following my instincts
I never was happy
I never was sane
so I shall be extinct
the growing pool of crimson
at last I am pure
witness my sanguineous penance
I don't need anyone
my soul's been set free
death is total independence

stand up straight
stomach in
shoulders back
sound off

Angry Neurotic Catholics
It's a sin
Angry Neurotic Catholics
It's a sin

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Jesus I beg of thee
don't take my life
return me to the womb
from which I was torn
birth is a sin
and the punishment is death
I wish you had left me unborn

I shit my pants as I wait for the reaper
lie in fetal position
tears stream down my cheeks
as I call out for my mother
and say an act of contrition
we'll fight this war with germs and atoms
destroy our only home
our mutated descendants battle the next
with sticks and stones

Are we not savages
innately destined to maim and kill?
blame it on the environment
heredity or evolution we're still responsible
our intelligence may progress
at geometric rates
yet socially we remain belligerent neonates

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