10-01-2003, 01:28 PM
There's nothing funny about this post, and most of you will ridicule me for it.
Danked -- I didn't see whether you responded to my haughty little "fuck you" in a topic from a week or more ago and I can't find it now. I'm sorry about that. I hope Gonzo realized I was teasing, and didn't actually mean anything I was saying that day maliciously. I hadn't had a chance to actually talk to him yet & my reaction was just pissiness because I thought you should mind your own business. But I think now you were watching his back -- I admire that. Ignore this if you like.
Gonzo, I do hope you realize I was just messin. I really don't think you took that stuff seriously but I love you the best. You're my favorite. I kiss you on the nose. How come you never call.
I am aware that making a spectacle of myself by being an actual human and apologetic, no less, in full view here will effect my credibility's permanent destruction. That's fine, though I will miss being a 10.
I love this board's humor. This place holds the funniest group of self-deprecating jackasses I've ever seen interact. I don't want to be part of ruining anyone else's appreciation of it. I really don't. You've all made this a great place for me. I haven't had time in the last week to eat sitting down or I'd have written this a lot sooner. You're a big, happy dysfunctional and incestuous family, so I always feel sort of sidelined, but I've never felt uncomfortable or unaccepted here. I just love that.
So I'll probably never meet any of you but I love the humor here. I really hope that I didn't -- and don't -- actually hurt anyone's feelings. Scandalous, I know. It's perhaps my inferior female genetic makeup that makes me say so. I try to make everything I say lighthearted and never mean to be intentionally rotten, except to Hoon.
This is too long. I hope it gives the sincerely depraved of you recurring nightmares.
Danked -- I didn't see whether you responded to my haughty little "fuck you" in a topic from a week or more ago and I can't find it now. I'm sorry about that. I hope Gonzo realized I was teasing, and didn't actually mean anything I was saying that day maliciously. I hadn't had a chance to actually talk to him yet & my reaction was just pissiness because I thought you should mind your own business. But I think now you were watching his back -- I admire that. Ignore this if you like.
Gonzo, I do hope you realize I was just messin. I really don't think you took that stuff seriously but I love you the best. You're my favorite. I kiss you on the nose. How come you never call.
I am aware that making a spectacle of myself by being an actual human and apologetic, no less, in full view here will effect my credibility's permanent destruction. That's fine, though I will miss being a 10.
I love this board's humor. This place holds the funniest group of self-deprecating jackasses I've ever seen interact. I don't want to be part of ruining anyone else's appreciation of it. I really don't. You've all made this a great place for me. I haven't had time in the last week to eat sitting down or I'd have written this a lot sooner. You're a big, happy dysfunctional and incestuous family, so I always feel sort of sidelined, but I've never felt uncomfortable or unaccepted here. I just love that.
So I'll probably never meet any of you but I love the humor here. I really hope that I didn't -- and don't -- actually hurt anyone's feelings. Scandalous, I know. It's perhaps my inferior female genetic makeup that makes me say so. I try to make everything I say lighthearted and never mean to be intentionally rotten, except to Hoon.
This is too long. I hope it gives the sincerely depraved of you recurring nightmares.