I just finished typing out my final thread, a farewell thread for OA.com. It was pretty hard to say goodbye but I felt better the moment I opened up CDIH.net cause I just figured out I am a dick. Like battered wife syndrome I never wanted to leave cause I always thought we'd work it out on OA.com and cause I generally did love the place and more recently it was just cause I loved some of the members. I'll put up a copy of the goodbye thread here just so you won't have to go there to read it and so i don't have to explain what happened yet again. I also am posting it here first actually so if it does get edited then my original words will be here.
I wanted to explain something not cause I have to but cause I want to and that has always been my way. I never say "just do it" I always try to explain when I can. I have not posted on CDIH.net for a week and I wanna say why so it doesn't seem as if I lost my place on OA.com and this place is my fallback plan cause it is not. I didn't post here for a week or so mostly cause I am going through some rough times personally, I was away for the weekend on a business trip and 'changes' were coming to OA.com as far as that goes I will stop there and you'll understand what I meant by that in the coming days. But I was actually hoping that these changes would be sincere and Sean knew why I was doing it and he will probably chime in later on. But now obviously these 'changes' haven't come about and hopefully with my shove maybe froy will make the said changes but I doubt it. Cause smiley buttons and "sarcasm" tags which were ripped off from sean, but after IGN squared who can doubt it.
But I am exculsivley yours and you motherfuckers are gonna have to live with me. My sickness, post whoring and I think the ride is gonna be fun. O&A are behind me and it's fuckin CDIH, let's not make OA.com squared lets do it right this time and so far I think we're ahead of schedule.
I do wanna say a public thanks to my brother and partner in crime Sean who supports me and whom I will always support wether this board or in real life. I wanna thank three people who really helped and supported me through the BS with their friendship and that is Keyser, Galt & Kingpin. Mostly I wanna thank all of you too many to name and hope you accept my explanation and me. It's something I personally had to do before any misconceptions might have started.
And no, I will not ask to have my post count transfered. I'll hit my 9,000 again the honest way, lol...
My goodbye thread which I am posting one OA.com second.
Quote:I was supposed to be one of the last to leave but I’m saddened to say that the day is today. After being deleted, demoded several times, losing all my posts one would say enough is enough. But no, I stuck around cause I felt sincerely things were going to change. I kept my calm and didn’t attack anyone, I actually took what happened and let it go and defended this site and it’s owner even. Cause changes were coming, I helped dissolve the angst on the board and bring a calm back or somewhat of a calm. But if you sit here today thinking I did all of that for the addition of a few smiley’s and re-naming the fight club forum you are dead wrong.
I’ve stood by, defended and did everything I could for this site. Because it gave me so much I felt I almost had to give back, because I wanted to. Because it was our site, before all this it was our site, our plugs, and our members. Then it slowly became “froy’s site” and it is at that. But I always supported the ‘official parties’ because it was helping our site and it solidified the fact that it was ours. Because the moment regulars like you and I contributed monies to keep this site up it truly did become our site. I was never against that, I did all I could to keep this site trucking and contributing it my little way. Providing for the very first official party, contributing money for the server and trying to keep it all entertaining.
In the end what did I get? I get accused of treason, lol Internet treason pretty funny when you think of it now. I was accused of leaking information from BTS, I guess now I actually am leaking information, lol. This is why Froy has demoded me as of yesterday, the proof was an accusation from a former banned member and alleged things that were never proved to myself at least. When I did defend myself and try to disprove things in BTS I was met with no replies about the actual charge and accusation I was left replying to myself. Then the decision was made without me being there to defend myself, without even waiting to tell me which was always the common courtesy to mods. Thanks froy my ‘little brother’ for not even having the decency of e-mailing me yourself or calling me to tell me at least. Also whatever you’ve accused me of, trust me I have proof that you did the same but I’m going to let sleeping dogs lie for now.
I felt I had to say all this so people for once finally knew the fuckin truth and the reasoning and I felt that after all I have taken and then given back here. After I was treated like a fuckin dirtball, and yes I will be the first to admit I have alienated and made tons of enemies. But I have usually respected even the people I hated most. I supported the changed I even was willing to give everything a fresh start, put all my beefs in the past even with NJStrawberry, I was not looking to talk to her or any others whom I’ve had problems with but felt we would all start of anew and make this work this time. I hope now that maybe these changes will come; maybe it’s for the best that I am gone.
But no matter what bad or good I have done, I have always tried and in most cases successfully put the site before myself and always did love this place. I will admit in the last few months I have mostly stayed for my love of the people here. But watching one by one while the board is “prospering” that great posters like myself are being chased away. Posters like Dan, Just Jon, Pantera, KidAfrika, Spitfire, OAS, Sean, Seph, Maynard, Adolescent Masturbator, Sloatsburg, Ikeaboy and the list can go on and on. How is I can understand one or two or even 4 but how can so many be wrong and one person be right?
So to make a long story short, my time here almost 20 months has come to an end. I never will hit those 10,000 posts I wanted, lol. I will ask for one last favor hopefully a mod will grant me and that is to change this user name from ‘thusthen’ to ‘GonzoStyle’. That is who I always was here and who I will always be. So remember that this is your board, without you this is nothing and that I always loved most of you.
Since the party is over I’ll give a few thanks and please if I forget you it is cause this is off the top of my head and I am a bit emotional. First the mods, my brothers and sister. First and foremost are Lord Magus and Buttmunch I love you fuckin guys more than you’ll know. VG I love you momma, moron my apple boy, most importantly Flock who has always been my bro and thanks for what you did. Fez I don’t know where the fuck you are but you’re pretty cool even if you are a mod. Faceman & FTL we’ve had our ups and downs.
Of the members the most important one and one of the last of the original members here is WnewsGirl, my angel Amy I love you. Kingpin, Galt/OAWITE, Tequila, Ikea, Noellevious, Corpse, NJDude, Raven, Kim, Pat Cooper, CRX, Rape, Eric, Fbling, Sleeper, CBH, Rookie, Painter, RedDog, Dan, DGW, Mrs. Moosen, Brain, Grk, Suzie, Barch97, Laz, Windowlck, Cunt-Twat, HornyGoatweed, Austin, JBN, ClusterF*%^, Don on the phone,
Of the so-called newer members I really want to thank 4 people above all others right now. Jack Meehoff, I really thought you hated me bro, lol. Kenspen, DiceIsGod, & IrishAlkey beyond the ball breaking and spanking Alkey you were there for me bro. Thanks a lot you guys I’ll gladly hang with youse any day.
Thanks for the fun and the memories guys and my aim name is still going to be Oapoll and my e-mail will be Oapoll@aol.com not too hard to remember. Next time I see most of you will be a Cold Day In hell, that’s CDIH.net.
Where's my thanks?
j/k I love Teh Gonzoooooooo :loveya:
Not that we needed your reasons man....personal shit is allowed to remain personal, on here at least :lol:
Welcome to hell bro....again....just stay away from that fag Maynard...he likes the new meat.
BeckyDC Wrote:Where's my thanks? j/k I love Teh Gonzoooooooo :loveya:
Bitch you know I love you, lol. I'm still waiting for those 'pictures', ahem. Before he starts crying yes Maynard I love you too motherfucker, even if you are a little bitch.
And my two beautiful sons, Ikea & AM and hopefully the mother of said children, lol Spitfire.
Metalfan Wrote:Not that we needed your reasons man....personal shit is allowed to remain personal, on here at least :lol:
Welcome to hell bro....again....just stay away from that fag Maynard...he likes the new meat.
No please any questions or reasons that you may wanna know I will be more than glad to explain. I want to help do it right and I think before it all gets to the rumoUr (just for you CRX, lol) Mill that honesty is just the best way to save lots of bullshit. Well needless to say I'm a bit spent emotionally right now so I am gonna go masturbate in my bosses office, be back soon.
Edited By GonzoStyle on Mar. 26 2002 at 12:28
HAHA! Those two...spawned by us???? :roflmao:
As usual, GS, well said :golf clap:
You have my support, sweetcheeks :loveya:
Quote:Bitch you know I love you, lol
very good! you're learning my name!!
Hey before you go will you give me a nice new status???
GonzoStyle Wrote:Metalfan Wrote:Not that we needed your reasons man....personal shit is allowed to remain personal, on here at least :lol:
Welcome to hell bro....again....just stay away from that fag Maynard...he likes the new meat.
No please any questions or reasons that you may wanna know I will be more than glad to explain. I want to help do it right and I think before it all gets to the rumoUr (just for you CRX, lol) Mill that honesty is just the best way to save lots of bullshit. Well needless to say I'm a bit spent emotionally right now so I am gonna go masturbate in my bosses office, be back soon.
I think we're already doing it right......I guess you'll just be another guide to the gutter, huh? Its just a shame that Das Froyhuer appears to have let certain things go to his head and cloud his judgement. I just don't want this place to become "What's Happenin, Now" or some other revolting spin-off that died a horrible fucking bloody death in the first season, ya know?
It's good to have you on our side bro. I know all the shit you're feeling because I went through it myself. Im not gonna rehash anything, but It's great to know you're here.
Welcome home Bro.
Quote:Like battered wife syndrome I never wanted to leave
You do know, That 98% of those cases would stop if the woman would just keep her mouth shut.
GonzoStyle Wrote:Of the members the most important one and one of the last of the original members here is WnewsGirl, my angel Amy I love you.
:loveya:
i hope you realize how much you mean to me uncle gonzo, that line really got to me
I can feel the insanity level rising already.
No straightjackets in this asylum.
Welcome home.
Aaw gee Gonz, I'm so choked up here I think I'm horny now. Oh wait never mind, I'm always horny. Glad to have you over here on the Dark side! :bouncer:
Welcome Gonzo. I'm sorry that you had to make this decision. I too was in your position of not wanting to leave there. For the people, for the fun. But I guess I just didn't see a future there a few months earlier. I have to give you all the credit in the world though for sticking it out. For not being a quitter. I know that if they did to me what they did to you though, there is no way that I would be able to stay there.
We're glad to have you all to ourselves. Now lick my herp pole you love juice felching sex machine you.
GonzoStyle Wrote:But I am exculsivley yours and you motherfuckers are gonna have to live with me. My sickness, post whoring and I think the ride is gonna be fun.
Welcome home brotha.... :bouncer: :bouncer: :bouncer:
::golf clap::
I won't be mad that you left me out. I know in essence you hate my fucking guts but that's only cuz I won't bend over for you. It aint gonna happen bigboy...... :moonie: :fuggin:
I thought I'd find ya here. :bouncer:
I'll participate more once I fix some things. In the meantime, be as twisted as you wanna be.
Whatever works for you my man.
i've got nothing but love for my kitten :loveya: :loveya: :loveya: :loveya: :loveya: