I am a loser and deserve abuse

[Maynard]

my girlfriend is working on the show hairspray and left today for 5 weeks to go to seattle for the out-of -town try-outs. I was all psyched for partying with the guys and general running around. instead i am sitting at home, drinking by myself because i am too sad and depressed to go out. i am a total loser and deserve to die. please abuse me.

I'm shutting my phone off NOW! And keeping it off for the next 5 weeks.