10-11-2002, 09:02 AM
after reading FTL's IM convo, I have to post the first part, I explained why in the other thread.
Acks Grl [4:00 AM]: got an hour?
OApoll [4:01 AM]: you are?
Acks Grl [4:01 AM]: Roger. Still got that hour?
OApoll [4:01 AM]: what's up, still hate me?
Acks Grl [4:02 AM]: what did you not do that I shouldn't hate you?
OApoll [4:03 AM]: I dunno why you hate me period, I never mentioned that morons name in any association with you nor anthony on a personal level. I never said "spaz got a blowjob from roger". I just mentioned his name, I was deleted over it because you assumed I did it out of some hidden agenda or ill will towards you or ant or whatever. Problem with text based message boards is the lack of human emotion and also the lack on the humans part to discuss things when in doubt of what was meant by an action.
Acks Grl [4:04 AM]: you knew messages were being deleted that mentioned him. Why would you do that?
OApoll [4:06 AM]: honestly, I found it hypocritical that they could play his past shows on air, yet we couldn't discuss him on the board. I didn't know the backstory on what happened, I found out after I was deleted, I didn't know ant did it, I thought it was a mod. If I had known why, or was explained why before I was deleted, I woulda apologized, which I did after I found out in OT. I woulda never mentioned it again, I did it cause people not myself wanted to discuss spaz, not personally but how they missed him.
OApoll [4:07 AM]: their post was deleted and I felt it to be an intrusion on their free speech rights on the board, had I known why we coulda gone about it differently, but deleting them was wrong.
Acks Grl [4:07 AM]: so after I deleted you and you knew why you were deleted, why did you continue? Why did you do it in the tshirt Hell thread?
OApoll [4:10 AM]: after I was deleted, I diffused the hatred for you and ant in OT and offered to step down as a mod is what I did. That was 7 months ago, in the t-shirt Hell thread I was trying to make a point. You said deal with shit, you may find it offensive others don't. You deleted me over something offensive to you and ant, no one else. I fuckin loved that site more than most, I did a lot on a personal level and personal sacrafice for that site. Do you for a minute think I would do anything to hinder it?
OApoll [4:11 AM]: From what i gathered in our chat convo, you mistook a lot of what you THINK i did, when it was actually done by other members. Your memory is lacking, your points are moot.
OApoll [4:12 AM]: lack of communication is a problem. But don't think I am still not hurt that you took away something I loved from me, I loved that site and the people on it. But I got over it a long time ago and I am fine with it, I couldn't care less anymore about you, ant, or froy
OApoll [4:12 AM]: No matter how much I hate froy, I told people not to do certain things which would hinder the site. I have moved on, I still get linked to oa.com
OApoll [4:12 AM]: I heard about the thread and went to see
OApoll [4:12 AM]: I saw your post and got pissed at how two faced you were in it.
Acks Grl [4:13 AM]: but you did hinder it. you think we did nothing for the site? Anthony plugged it before ppl got stupid, we posted, we gave Froy money for it. Ignore the chat, I was so pissed I could have mistaken you for fucking Hitler. I am not offended by you saying "spaz". I'm hurt by it. Not Anthony, not Froy. I am. Because you said you wouldn't go so far as to call us friends and I said I call you friend. But you went ahead and started shit anyway. You instigated. Don't tell me you didn't either. After everyone else stopped, you'd come back and say "spaz".
Acks Grl [4:14 AM]: who were you meaning to hurt with that nonsense? answer me that.
OApoll [4:15 AM]: In between when I was deleted and when I posted yesterday, I never posted anything on oa.com related to spaz. 7 months I posted maybe 12 times on oa.com none of them having to do with that issue
OApoll [4:16 AM]: I wasn't meaning to hurt anyone, to me when I said it, It was not a person or relationship or whatever. Jesus get a fuckin clue it is not about YOU, fuckin you you you, get over yourself. It was an issue of cencorship. That was the 1st time, the second time which was in the t-shirt thread it was meant as an issue once again. I am not out to hurt you and I am sorry if I did, honest to god I am.
OApoll [4:16 AM]: to me that name is not a person at all, I didn't mean it to insinuate anything between you, him or ant not at all.
Acks Grl [4:17 AM]: before you were deleted, you did nothing wrong you're saying? You're saying I flew off the handle and didn't have any reason? Do you think I would do that? I wouldn't delete you for no reason. You fucking hurt the Hell out of me whether you meant to or not. And saying sorry doesn't make it better. Who were you meaning to get to?
OApoll [4:19 AM]: ok before I was deleted I did nothing wrong, because.. I did not know why we were not allowed to mention his name, once again if I did, I wouldn't have said it. The thread was deleted and it was an issue of peoples right to free speech was being abused. So I mentioned his name..ONCE. I log off and come back I am deleted. Why I did it once again was an issue of peoples rights to discuss a person in his former relationship to the show, not anyone on a personal level.
OApoll [4:19 AM]: I never ever, meant to insinuate in anyway by mentioning his name that it was meant to say, he and roger did so and so.
OApoll [4:21 AM]: I thought it was one of the mods deleting threads cause people would do shit and not say a word.
OApoll [4:21 AM]: that is why I got pissed
OApoll [4:21 AM]: once again lack of communication
then the chat goes into what I posted above.
Acks Grl [4:00 AM]: got an hour?
OApoll [4:01 AM]: you are?
Acks Grl [4:01 AM]: Roger. Still got that hour?
OApoll [4:01 AM]: what's up, still hate me?
Acks Grl [4:02 AM]: what did you not do that I shouldn't hate you?
OApoll [4:03 AM]: I dunno why you hate me period, I never mentioned that morons name in any association with you nor anthony on a personal level. I never said "spaz got a blowjob from roger". I just mentioned his name, I was deleted over it because you assumed I did it out of some hidden agenda or ill will towards you or ant or whatever. Problem with text based message boards is the lack of human emotion and also the lack on the humans part to discuss things when in doubt of what was meant by an action.
Acks Grl [4:04 AM]: you knew messages were being deleted that mentioned him. Why would you do that?
OApoll [4:06 AM]: honestly, I found it hypocritical that they could play his past shows on air, yet we couldn't discuss him on the board. I didn't know the backstory on what happened, I found out after I was deleted, I didn't know ant did it, I thought it was a mod. If I had known why, or was explained why before I was deleted, I woulda apologized, which I did after I found out in OT. I woulda never mentioned it again, I did it cause people not myself wanted to discuss spaz, not personally but how they missed him.
OApoll [4:07 AM]: their post was deleted and I felt it to be an intrusion on their free speech rights on the board, had I known why we coulda gone about it differently, but deleting them was wrong.
Acks Grl [4:07 AM]: so after I deleted you and you knew why you were deleted, why did you continue? Why did you do it in the tshirt Hell thread?
OApoll [4:10 AM]: after I was deleted, I diffused the hatred for you and ant in OT and offered to step down as a mod is what I did. That was 7 months ago, in the t-shirt Hell thread I was trying to make a point. You said deal with shit, you may find it offensive others don't. You deleted me over something offensive to you and ant, no one else. I fuckin loved that site more than most, I did a lot on a personal level and personal sacrafice for that site. Do you for a minute think I would do anything to hinder it?
OApoll [4:11 AM]: From what i gathered in our chat convo, you mistook a lot of what you THINK i did, when it was actually done by other members. Your memory is lacking, your points are moot.
OApoll [4:12 AM]: lack of communication is a problem. But don't think I am still not hurt that you took away something I loved from me, I loved that site and the people on it. But I got over it a long time ago and I am fine with it, I couldn't care less anymore about you, ant, or froy
OApoll [4:12 AM]: No matter how much I hate froy, I told people not to do certain things which would hinder the site. I have moved on, I still get linked to oa.com
OApoll [4:12 AM]: I heard about the thread and went to see
OApoll [4:12 AM]: I saw your post and got pissed at how two faced you were in it.
Acks Grl [4:13 AM]: but you did hinder it. you think we did nothing for the site? Anthony plugged it before ppl got stupid, we posted, we gave Froy money for it. Ignore the chat, I was so pissed I could have mistaken you for fucking Hitler. I am not offended by you saying "spaz". I'm hurt by it. Not Anthony, not Froy. I am. Because you said you wouldn't go so far as to call us friends and I said I call you friend. But you went ahead and started shit anyway. You instigated. Don't tell me you didn't either. After everyone else stopped, you'd come back and say "spaz".
Acks Grl [4:14 AM]: who were you meaning to hurt with that nonsense? answer me that.
OApoll [4:15 AM]: In between when I was deleted and when I posted yesterday, I never posted anything on oa.com related to spaz. 7 months I posted maybe 12 times on oa.com none of them having to do with that issue
OApoll [4:16 AM]: I wasn't meaning to hurt anyone, to me when I said it, It was not a person or relationship or whatever. Jesus get a fuckin clue it is not about YOU, fuckin you you you, get over yourself. It was an issue of cencorship. That was the 1st time, the second time which was in the t-shirt thread it was meant as an issue once again. I am not out to hurt you and I am sorry if I did, honest to god I am.
OApoll [4:16 AM]: to me that name is not a person at all, I didn't mean it to insinuate anything between you, him or ant not at all.
Acks Grl [4:17 AM]: before you were deleted, you did nothing wrong you're saying? You're saying I flew off the handle and didn't have any reason? Do you think I would do that? I wouldn't delete you for no reason. You fucking hurt the Hell out of me whether you meant to or not. And saying sorry doesn't make it better. Who were you meaning to get to?
OApoll [4:19 AM]: ok before I was deleted I did nothing wrong, because.. I did not know why we were not allowed to mention his name, once again if I did, I wouldn't have said it. The thread was deleted and it was an issue of peoples right to free speech was being abused. So I mentioned his name..ONCE. I log off and come back I am deleted. Why I did it once again was an issue of peoples rights to discuss a person in his former relationship to the show, not anyone on a personal level.
OApoll [4:19 AM]: I never ever, meant to insinuate in anyway by mentioning his name that it was meant to say, he and roger did so and so.
OApoll [4:21 AM]: I thought it was one of the mods deleting threads cause people would do shit and not say a word.
OApoll [4:21 AM]: that is why I got pissed
OApoll [4:21 AM]: once again lack of communication
then the chat goes into what I posted above.
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