11-24-2004, 02:47 AM
Now, of course I'd be upset if someone in my family died. I don't want to make it seem like I don't care about them; I do. It would be real sad at the funeral watching my other family members crying and such. But if I my entire family died at once, people would marvel at how "strong" I was, when in reality, "eh, I'll get by".
I guess person I'm closest to in the world is my older brother. I would honestly miss him in my daily life; but anyone else I wouldn't miss a step.
The funniest thing about this, is that my biggest fear in life is being 50 and unmarried without any kids and having nothing in my life or anything to look forward to except death. I really don't care that much about other people. They come and go in my life, I don't really keep in touch with anyone from high school, a few people from college, a few more poeple from grad school. But I just move from stage to stage in my life without really keeping in touch with those in previous stages.
Wouldn't it make sense to stay in touch with others in the past if I'm so worried about dying alone?
I guess person I'm closest to in the world is my older brother. I would honestly miss him in my daily life; but anyone else I wouldn't miss a step.
The funniest thing about this, is that my biggest fear in life is being 50 and unmarried without any kids and having nothing in my life or anything to look forward to except death. I really don't care that much about other people. They come and go in my life, I don't really keep in touch with anyone from high school, a few people from college, a few more poeple from grad school. But I just move from stage to stage in my life without really keeping in touch with those in previous stages.
Wouldn't it make sense to stay in touch with others in the past if I'm so worried about dying alone?