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| Posted By | Discussion Topic: don't you tell me how i feel.... | ||||
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and i am apologizing now for the spelling errors, its 34 am and im drunk, so no time for spell check! Gotcha, SLASH i'll mmmm momo all i want! and you cant stop me! | posted on 06-21-2001 @ 10:05 PM |    | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00  | i'm losing ground you know how this world can beat you down i'm made of clay i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way i'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in 2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel you don't know just how i feel i stay inside my bed i have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really isn't anything, is there? you would know, wouldn't you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like that means something and oh so sick i am and maybe i don't have a choice and maybe that is all i have and maybe this is a cry for help i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel you don't know just how i feel i want to know everything i want to be everywhere i want to fuck everyone in the world i want to do something that matters  person i've ever met and that may be as close to the real thing as i'm ever gonna get but my quarter's gonna run out now or so i'm told i guess i'd better go sit down and wait for you till my coffee gets cold... | ||||
| Lgaia | posted on 06-21-2001 @ 10:16 PM | | |||
| Psychopath Registered: Oct. 00 | Burn this world rejects me this world threw me away this world never gave me a chance this world gonna have to pay life don't believe in your institutions i did what you want me to like the cancer in your system i've got a little surprise for you something inside of me has opened up its eyes why did you put it there did you not realize this thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound sometimes i think i could burn i will kill him where you're standing flock of sheep out on this pay with all your lies fucked up around you i can take it all away something inside of me has opened up its eyes why did you put it there did you not realize something inside of me it screams the loudest sound sometimes i think i could i'm gonna burn this whole world down i'm gonna burn this whole world down i never was a part of you i never was a part of you i never was a part of you i never was a part of you i am your soldier i am corruption i am the angel of your destruction i am perversion sick with desire i am your future swollen eyes of fire This message was edited by Lgaia on 6-21-01 @ 10:17 PM | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 06-21-2001 @ 10:24 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | I hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else i am still right here what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way  Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here This message was edited by SLASH on 6-21-01 @ 10:26 PM | ||||
and i am apologizing now for the spelling errors, its 34 am and im drunk, so no time for spell check! Gotcha, SLASH i'll mmmm momo all i want! and you cant stop me! | posted on 06-21-2001 @ 10:29 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00 | good call bestest friend... hey God, why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey God, i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation comes only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey God, i believed that promises, your promises and lies terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie my head is filled with disease. my skin is begging you please. i'm on my hands and knees i want so much to believe. i give you everything. my sweet everything hey God, i really don't know who i am. in this world of piss person i've ever met and that may be as close to the real thing as i'm ever gonna get but my quarter's gonna run out now or so i'm told i guess i'd better go sit down and wait for you till my coffee gets cold... | ||||
| FeelMyFunBags | posted on 06-22-2001 @ 1:37 AM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jan. 01 | He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see he tries to tell me what i put inside of me he got the answers to ease my curiosity he dreamed a god up and called it christianity god is dead and no one cares if there is a hell i'll see you there he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line he made a virus that would kill off all the swine his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain demands devotion atrocities done in his name god is dead and no one cares if there is a hell i'll see you there your god is dead and no one cares if there is a hell i'll see you there god is dead and no one cares if there is a hell i'll see you there (your god is dead) god is dead (and no one cares) and no one cares (drowning in his own hypocrisy) if there is a hell (see you) i'll see you there (you there)  All I've undergone I will keep on Underneath it all We feel so small The heavens fall But still we crawl All I've undergone I will keep on | ||||
| crx girl Newbie! vg Y's me ugo girl Limey Mothercocker | posted on 06-22-2001 @ 4:05 AM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00 | echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore come on tell me make this all go away you make this all go away i'm down to just to thing and i'm starting to scare myself make this all go away you make this all go way i just want something i just want something i can never have you always were the one to show me how back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now this is slowly tearing me apart grey would be the color if i had a heart i just want something i can never have in this place it seems like such a same though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same everywhere i look you're all i see just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be come on tell me make this all go away you make this all go away i'm down to just to thing and i'm starting to scare myself make this all go away you make this all go way i just want something i just want something i can never have i just want something i can never have think i know what you meant that night on my bed still picking at this scab i wish you were dead you sweet and perry ellis just stains on my sheets  An invasion of armies can be resisted, but not an idea whose time has come. --Victor Hugo regardless of my status, i am a nice person. no really, i am, i swear;) and if you need adoption, i'm an available foster mummy | ||||
| Kim | posted on 06-22-2001 @ 12:39 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jan. 01 | The Only Time i'm drunk. and right now i'm so in love with you. and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do. lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars. while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car. nothing quite like the feel of something new. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you. maybe i'm all messed up. this is the only time i really feel alive. this is the only time i really feel alive. i swear. i just found everything i need. the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me. well i want to wrap it up and swim in it until i drown. my moral standing is lying down.  Guard within yourself that treasure, kindness! ~GS So what if I'm a good girl? It doesn't mean I can't defend myself! | ||||
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