11-21-2003, 05:09 PM
I came and it was a quick rub out.
The reason I'm sharing, is that I conjured up a scenario for myself that I believe means I should seek help.
In my mastubatory fantasy, a very rich man offers money to watch and direct Alkey and I having sex (ala that movie with Demi and Redford etc only I don't have sex with him, I get to have sex with Alkey... I'm faithful even in fantasies)
So, the combination of getting to fuck and getting money to do it with someone made me cum.
I'm disgusted at having to confront these vile feelings.
The reason I'm sharing, is that I conjured up a scenario for myself that I believe means I should seek help.
In my mastubatory fantasy, a very rich man offers money to watch and direct Alkey and I having sex (ala that movie with Demi and Redford etc only I don't have sex with him, I get to have sex with Alkey... I'm faithful even in fantasies)
So, the combination of getting to fuck and getting money to do it with someone made me cum.
I'm disgusted at having to confront these vile feelings.
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