Bad Idea?

[RapeFantasizer]

She has a low self esteem couple with a need for attention and a fear of affection. She does not truly want to get raped (i.e. beaten within an inch of her life, inseminated, and given a disease) because she would have done it. Rather, she has set up a series of parameters of rough, painful, and inpersonal sex which she would compare to rape. One of her root issue is that she cannot separate pleasure from pain or feels that she is not worthly of pleasure. She most definitely has some intimacy issue and wants to separate sex and love. I have offered my services, short of any sexual contact. Rape is not about sex, it's about violence and destruction. It's about hurting a person in the most personal way or degrading that person.

While I do have a very low self esteem, I honestly don't believe that has anything to do with it. I have absolutely no fear of intimacy. And why do you say if I really wanted it I would have done it? It isn't somethjing you can just run to your local drugstore and get. And I do wanna be RAPED. Not just rough inpersonal sex, I can do that with a booty call. Separating sex and love is a very easy thing to do, they are 2 totally different things, one certainly is not dependant on the other. The only thing you said that I agree with is that rape isn't about sex. But that's true of the rapist. He wants the control over the person he is raping. And it's a pretty safe bet that whoever crosses his path when he's in the frame of mind to rape them, they don't want it. I am certainly worthy of pleasure, and wouldn't give up the pleasures of sex for anything, I just want the feeling of not being in any form of control, being hurt or humiliated, and getting off at the same time. Sorry I can't explain it to you, I understand most people can't figure out my fantasy, but it is a very common one, and there are plenty more than just one website dedicated to it.