A funny thing happened - On my way to an oa.com forum...

[Ken'sPen]

OK Keyser, but only cause you said I was starting to win you over.

This has been a fucked up year for me. Late last year/early this year, I thought I had it all figured out. I had an awesome job, a wonderful girlfriend, life was just smooth and perfect.

It all fell apart. I got laid off from the job a few days before Christmas, and went without one until April. A month and a half ago, I lost the girl, the love of my life just didn't want to be with me anymore.

I still talk to the girl, and she's falling hard for someone else. I'm not taking this well, really hard in fact. The part that kills me the most about it, for whatever reason, is that it's someone I know. He's a good guy. I know he'd treat her well. I think the thing that makes me upset about it is that I figured I'd never know her next boyfriend, therefore wouldn't be able to picture it. This, I can picture. I can picture her with someone, and that someone isn't me. It's not easy. It's painful.

Sounds like he is a fantasy vouyer to me.



Edited By Ken'sPen on Sep. 11 2002 at 12:00