Ever wanna say something, then hold back?

[GonzoStyle]

I've had the weirdest sensations to say shit to people lately but I know it is stupid to say. I don't mean the usual shit I say but I think my sick mind is getting worse and worse. I was in the car with my mom yesterday she was telling me something and I couldn't listen to her. I had the sudden urge to tell her how hard I was and I actually was, I dunno why. This wasn't the first time, it's been like this for a while. I mean I literally had the words on the tip of my tounge, I wanted to say it so bad.

I was having dinner with my cousin and his wife, we were discussing sports. I had the sudden urge to tell him how much I wanted to fuck her in the ass, yet I didn't.

Am I alone on this?