Confessions two

[GonzoStyle]

I'm sorry to hear that jack.

I always have the most morbid feeling everytime my mom goes out, that she will be hurt in a car crash. Especially if she has been out for a while and hasn't called, I automatically think she is hurt or worse off dead, I have even gone so far at times to prepare myself for it, if it did happen. Sometimes I would wanna be alone and would encourage her to go out, then I would feel this errie feeling, that if something happened to her, I would blame myself for being selfish. I dunno, it is pretty weird.