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There are some people on this board that I talk to now and then, and some I consider friends, that I really wish I was closer to. IMs with most of the ones I mean are usually brief or have very long pauses with nothing to say, and I guess that's why we haven't gotten closer - it never really gets into anything personal. But I wish it would, and when I occasionally think about it, I get sad that it hasn't.

Edit: I also wish that the people I'm talking about above, will read this and know I'm talking about them, but I have a feeling they won't. Some of them would probably be surprised that I feel that way.

I have the worst memory, that I know of, of anyone my age. I'll be 23 a week from today, and I can't remember a fucking thing, especially tasks I have to do - I just emailed myself a grocery list to work with a flag for follow-up set for 5 minutes before I leave work, so Outlook will give me a reminder, otherwise I will just go home and not get the stuff I need. I also find myself telling people things that I've already told them before, sometimes the day after I told them the first time. There's no history of Alzheimer's in my family, but I do fear that these might be early signs and it only gets worse from here....



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