This post....

[diceisgod]

Well, I've never come remotely close to being in love with anyone, so I'd say you are lucky that you have had those feelings. I've just been emotionally void my whole life and I don't see this changing anytime soon.

Btw it is not fun to have those feelings in the context I spoke iof. I said some pretty horrible things to this chick right in front of her boyfriend. She arguably deserved it but it's not easy knowing that now it is OVER no matter how much I try and pooh pooh it.