Hate k1d afrika - Come on you know you do...

[Maynard]

See, there's a perfect example. I do not feel that I am necessarily better than anyone. Just that I am different. I don't calculate and scheme with everything I say. I don't censor my thoughts, nor my posts, based on what others might think. Rather, I look at things in a bit more simple manner. I don't overanalyze anything, I take most things at face value. When slash posted, "if you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.", the first thing that popped into my head was "I will choose free will". To which everyone said, if you choose free will, then why post a poll? Problem is that post was totally out of context and nobody got the joke. Or, they overanalyzed why I might post that particular phrase.

Honestly, I don't know why I'm bothering to explain this. None of you care to know me, or understand anything other than the fact that I'm an asshole with no positive contribution to the board. Well, I defy you to provide decisive evidence to support that. I've posted over 200 times, and I don't think that the majority of those posts have been negative. I think that you people harp on the 5% of them that are negative.

Well k1d, you are wrong. I HAVE tried to talk with you, and used to do it with a completely open mind. Your board persona has gotten worse in the last few months and especially after getting deleted from oa.com. And you're going to try and tell ME about people not getting what you mean? HELLO!! I'm the fucking kind of being misunderstood here. NO ONE gets whats going on in my head. But I still continue to post anyhow. Do I care if you or anyone else for that matter understands me? No! My whole thing with people not getting to know ME (pay attention here SLASH) was a joke. That's not true at all. There's alot of people who haven't taken the time, but most have taken time to talk to me. And know that most of what I post is joking. Yes, I get emotional sometimes, but that's only because thats me, and I am friends with alot of people here, and I care what happens on this board.

May May, dear... He never said he thought on a HIGHER level, he said he thought on a DIFFERENT level.

Yes SLASH, but I take that as an insult. Is he implying that I CANT understand him? Why can't I?