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[Keyser Soze]

Alkey had a great idea....

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"Since I posted about my issues with self-mutilation, I've had several people contact me about their own problems, and we quietly talked about them. Some of these people are from "real life", and I say that as a distinction that they didn't know me from R&F or my other various online guises.

I think I surprised a lot of people, including myself, that I have cutting tendencies. I mean, I'm a well educated, reasonably well-adjusted person with no history of major mental illness. I do have a somewhat narcissitic personality disorder, and I've had bouts of low self-esteem and what could be termed mild clinical depression, but no where near the levels a "classic" cutting case falls into play.

I'm debating if I should write all about how I and where I cut myself, and why I did it. Part of me really doesn't want to do it, but I also realize that if I do write about it, it will help me come to terms with who I am as a person. I also realize that if I do write about how and what I did, it will probably be one of the most graphic and gutwrenching pieces I've ever done, and I'm not sure I'm prepare to delve back into that part of my psyche."