what the fuck

[GonzoStyle]

I'm getting fat. I've gained about 10 pounds in the last few months. I'm now over 190 with the muscle tone of veal.

I lost 30 pounds a couple months ago and it was barely noticable, i'm giving up on this whole do it yourself thing and just going back to a nutritionist. It's too fuckin confusing with the low card, high protein, less cum, more dick who the fuck knows. I went to her a few years back and lost about 90 pounds but then I got all cocky and figured I am good on my own and I gained all that weight back plus more, within like 8 months. Ever since then ity's been a downslope of depression, suicidal rage and posting here, I need a life outside of work and here but I feel like total shit cause of how I look..... this is turning into a confessions thread.