i've figured it out an analogy for my current funk

[diceisgod]

I'm like Axl Rose who's been sitting around in his mansion doing seemingly absolutely nothing for ten years but all the whilst working on a masterpiece that will ultimately turn out to be a piece of shit. I am all this minus the mansion, the masterpiece, and being Axl Rose. Also, I'm not only seemingly doing nothing, I am doing nothing. Other than the couple of hundred of hours I've put into Oblivion 4 and what I flush down the toilet, you wouldn't know I exist.