Where you been my (lost?) friend

[Maynard]

I've been sitting here all night, and just watching you all pass by. As if nothing had changed. It's a forgotten memory that we were apart for that week. What did eveyone do? Did you work? Post on another message board? Re catagorize your CD collection? I can't help but think how even with all of that free time, I still couldn't find the time to do any real work. Or to even THINK about putting in a full day at work. Is it possible that I've become that bored with the internet? That bored with life? I can't even sit through a whole movie lately without my mind wandering. If I don't get some stimuli soon i'll begin to soften, become unaware of the other people that surround me (have I already?) and go through life in my own way never realizing all that I'm missing anymore. Should I just stop and question all of this and wonder where all the people have gone? Where has all the life, the vigor gone from your lives?

Where did I put my pen?