Fu to everything - depressing but much needed rant

[tankGrrl26]

First and foremost, I would like to say life is at the bottom of the barrel. I have become a shell of my former self and it tears me up inside to acknowledge that fact. I've become old,depressed, and ugly at the fact that I hate life and everything in it so damn much. I'm consumed day by day in solidity of depression so deep, only suicide would be my only friend right now, would it not be for the shining smiling face of my 8 month old daughter, torn apart at what mommy had done. Friends are nonexistant. I live in a world so isolated (literally from the real world 7 miles away from the nearest town,) that my only consolation is seeing a car drive down the road. How fucking sad, I get really excited if they have NY plates on them. I even talk to the animals now. Within the past year, my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer and I've lost 2 of the closest people I've ever known. I'm not even a soldier anymore. I'm just a single, unwed mom of 27, Living with her future in laws, who sleeps in a bed next to someone who I pray gives up and runs away, because I loathe him as much as I love him. Well thanks I needed this off of my chest. Tank

[QuickStop]

[Black Lazerus]

I spit on your "bad" life

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[The Sleeper]

good luck with all......................that

[The Jays]

The board helped me with my depression. CDiH works wonders.

[The Jays]

did I say something?

[diceisgod]

Euthanize your family and then yourself. Pathetic.

[Goatweed]

this thread cheered me up

[GonzoStyle]

It's a End of the year tradition I guess.

[Danked]

Good memory!

[diceisgod]

That link don't work.

[Goatweed]

it worked fine for me.

[crx girl]

me too. which is rare

[diceisgod]

Mod jokes. Lame.

[crx girl]

there was a joke in there?

[Goatweed]

there was a joke in there?

I guess we both missed it - we suck

[F-Tool]

So, since you're writing books, I guess my "nigger" joke didn't scare you off after all.

Take DIG's advice. At LEAST kill your computer.

[diceisgod]

there was a joke in there?

I guess we both missed it - we suck

I'm assuming that us regular folks (non-mods) don't have access to that forum (f=4). Hence, a joke meant only for moderators and such. I.e. lame. Either that or I am totally missing something myself.

[Gooch]

It's a End of the year tradition I guess.

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[Galt]

(f=4).

holy shit you are a nerd