FU to myself

[Black Lazerus]

Originally posted by GMANN
Im sending this FU out to myself. I hate the person that I am. Tonight I totally walked away from a fight. 2 fucking assholes were fucking with my boy Mikey while he was drunk.....and me, who always has to be rational, got Mikey, pushed him aside and walked away from it. I hate myself right now. The minute I got in tonight I looked at myself in the mirror and asked what the fuck is wrong with me. I know that all of you will probably say I did the right thing and that it takes a real man to walk away blah blah blah.....but ya know what ??? I think Id sleep alot easier tonight if Id have taken a fucking swing at those fucks.....whether I got my ass kicked or not.....I feel Id sleep alot easier if I just for once not done the smart thing and actually did something stupid.
I look at my status and I see I have \" A Better Man than Most\" .....and while whichever Mod put that up fpr me thinks I am worth that recognition, and beleive me I do appreciate it, after tonight I dont think I deserve it. Maybe Im just drunk and frustrated.....maybe its beer balls talking.....and like I said maybe I did do the right thing....I just feel like a fucking shmuck right now. So FU to me!!

your only responsibility in that situation was to back your friend up.
you said he was drunk so he didn't need to get into a fight.
as long as you would have been willing to punch someone if he swung. you shouldn't feel bad.

Originally posted by Kingpin
What would of happened if these 2 dicks were cops, or worse???

Punk ass Kingpin, Brain was right about you.