:17: the only good thing about this movie was bob saget. take that however you want to.

I have 3 or 4 friends here that I'm in touch with personally during the week, and that's who i need to rely on. I have decided that I need to stop doing coke. Not just buying it, doing it AT ALL. Only on weekends or just when someone else has it isn't enough. I have to just give it up.

Soemtimes you have to hit rockbottom before you can change something. I don't wanna talk about the incident that lead to my decision. They say the first step on the road to recovery is admitting I have a problem. I wasn't willing to do that, addict is such an ugly word. It's so easy to make excuses to justify to myself why it's ok to keep doing it in moderation. But I know I can never just do that one line, or keep it for a rainy day. Please remind me of that. If I have it, I'll do it, and therein lies the problem.

I really do believe I can beat this. I am stronger than this drug. But I needed to put it in wrtiing so I couldn't tell myself later that I only said I'd stop because after a 2 week sleepless mal-nourished bender I wasn't thinking clearly. That's just the point. I want to be able to start thinking clearly again.

act all brave cause i cant post there. i see you and i wont forget.
dont be surprised when the hammer falls in 2 weeks, galt and sleeper.

mokey: so i am going to Great Adventure on monday, was just wondering if anyone has had a chance to ride the new roller coaster mokey:

the prick has asked for the forum to be the arpi-free forum. i shall make it so and not post there for the duration of its existance. or will at least try real hard.
but i am gonna read it and payback is a bitch!!!

4000 strikeouts, 300 wins. Yay!!!!! :banana: :5: :5: :banana: :bouncer: :21: :banana: :5: :5: :banana: mack: :banana: :5: :banana: :toast: :banana:

Woodpecker Cider and Guiness together. Oh yeeeaaah. :18:



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I was riding home today flipping through stations and I heard a Kelly Clarkson song. I listened to the whole thing.

Aren't you proud of me?

Anyone going? I've got 2 tickets working on getting 2 more.

Well?