Post yours....

1. Capote
2. A History Of Violence
3. King Kong
4. Syriana
5. Brokeback Mountain
6. Murderball
7. Tim Burton's Corpse Bride
8. Enron: The Smartest Guys in the Room
9. Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit
10. The Constant Gardener

Post your top 10....

in no particular order:

1. Get Behind Me Satan - White Stripes
2. X&Y - Coldplay
3. You Could Have It So Much Better - Franz Ferdinand
4. Guero - Beck
5. Gimme Fiction - Spoon
6. Late Registration - Kanye West
7. Silent Alarm - Bloc Party
8. Funeral - The Arcade Fire (technically released in Sept 2004 so in replacement i'll elect Gorillaz - Demon Days)
9. Illinois - Sufjan Stevens
10. LCD Soundsystem - LCD Soundsystem

I have been getting all kinds of guilt trips and ridicule, etc. I figured the way I left was kinda short and nasty on my part. After much talk to some mods, keyser in particular I felt I owed the mods an explanation. Then after some pushing from fbd he convinced me I owed you all as much. So even though I now open myself up to ridicule, whatever, I have told most of my deepest secrets here, whats another one.

Quote:I apologize, maybe I just need some time I dunno. I'm just not in a proper place right now, theres something wrong with me, I dunno what. I'm just angry constantly or sad, always to an extreme lately, i'm even feeling suicidal at times, though theres no way i'd probably do it. I dunno what it is, bi-polar, insanity, schizophrenia, whatever it is. I just feel forced if I keep on posting. I also think its unfair to think I just gave up, I am still online, I am always on aim and you all have my number. I didnt wanna post a goodbye cause well I didnt wanna go the lame route and honestly it was just kinda spur of the moment and in haste but its been building up.

Its not against anyone in particular though I hate some people here. I just dunno if I can continue posting, atleast for the foreseeable future because I am not having fun doing it. You all saw the whole toping of threads a few weeks ago, I am not fuckin normal right now. Like I said I am either fuckin angry to the point I wanna fuckin crush someones skull in, or I am fuckin sad to the point of tears. I cant have fun right now and I dunno why. Maybe its one thing, a combination of things. Maybe its depression, lonliness, chemical, physical, I dunno.

Thats the honest truth, anthony is trying to bait me into coming back and I love him for it but it'd be forced and fake if I did.

Theres nothing to running this place, I havent done shit here in ages, except come up with a few ideas here and there, and keep a fire under some of your asses to get some shit done. But as far as the coding, keeping this site up, etc. this is jack and goats show and everyone knows it. The rest has always been and always will be in the members hands, "by the members, for the members" is not just a tagline. Everything I have ever done, ever happy moment, sad moments, and every dollar I put into this place was never for me, I never did anything for myself here, I always did it for the members because I care for all of them. I'm just a figure head at best if anything at this point. Dont none of you fuckin guys give up on it though, we worked too hard for this, too long.

But don't think or assume, if you wanna know, fuckin ask me. Don't act like this board is the only means of us communicating, like I said before each and everyone of you have my #. But now you know what I am feeling, so thats that. Take it how you like but I will be honest, in the state of mind I am in now, I aint in for no drama so if its gonna like that, fuckin save it if you cant understand.

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I also wanna add that fuckin obviously jack had nothing to do with it, he deserves all our thanks, especially mine and he knows I love him and pretty much everyone back here and on the board.

The whole jack thing was a part of the spur of the moment, plus I had a bad day at work where I got drunk on the job and fucked things up.

Like I said, I dunno whats wrong with me or whats going on. I'm not playing crazy anymore, I am going crazy for real.

If this board was to go offline and you knew your post in this thread was your last, what would it be?

tell me if boondock saints is worth watching before i get into it

i still need people to contribute!!

deleting the threads wont make the project go away.

you people need to pick an active member and a non-active member and write a short bio , based on their board persona, and send it to me by PM.

do it!!

AIM IM with ZippyAidsFace.
4:31 PM
Arpikarhu: what the fuck is your story?!?1
u have left the board?!?

ZippyAidsFace:oh that
ZippyAidsFace:well yeah

Arpikarhu:i go away for a couple of days and u leave

ZippyAidsFaceorry

Arpikarhu:what happened and is it for real?

ZippyAidsFace:dems the breaks old friend
ZippyAidsFace:and to think, just when we had made up.

Arpikarhu:its a gag, right?

ZippyAidsFace:no

Arpikarhu:ugh
Arpikarhu:whats the back story?

ZippyAidsFace:i'm bored of it
ZippyAidsFace:5 years is a long ass time

Arpikarhuo thats it, adios?
Arpikarhu:who is gonna run it?
Arpikarhu:answer me, damn you!!!
4:35 PM
Arpikarhu:ANSWER ME!!!!

ZippyAidsFaceorry im at work, some of us have jobs that demand more than screwing in a bulb
ZippyAidsFace:your buddy goat will run it

Arpikarhu:you owe keyser a royalty for that joke

ZippyAidsFace:I owe keyser a punch in the nose

Arpikarhu:why?

ZippyAidsFace:cause its a horrible joke by a horrible man against a sweet little angel

Arpikarhu:i will miss the love

ZippyAidsFace:I'll still be around on aim if you miss me

Arpikarhu:now you will disappear in to some seal team 6 message board like my seewt maymay did and become even more isolated

ZippyAidsFace:no no no
ZippyAidsFace:boxing message board

Arpikarhu:teach them all a lesson and mod me

4:40 PM
ZippyAidsFaceorry i banned myself and gave up my powers, like in superman 2
ZippyAidsFace:and now zod is runninh things

Arpikarhu:did you really?

ZippyAidsFace:and you will kneel before him

Arpikarhu:lol!!

ZippyAidsFace:I did it for you lois

Arpikarhu:wow, such drama!
Arpikarhu:do you find yourself reading the board?

ZippyAidsFace:none whatsoever, I just packed my bag and left.

Arpikarhu:i feel that the board will now slowly drift into death

ZippyAidsFace:not with all you 11 assholes around
ZippyAidsFace:I was just a guy who posted way too much and wasn't interesting anymore, I was merely a fixture at this point
ZippyAidsFace:just taking up space and adding nothing

Arpikarhu:between your departure and alkie's return, CDIH is a wounded animal

ZippyAidsFace:alkey wont post
ZippyAidsFace:CDIH has been declared DOA dozens of times over the years, this is no different.

Arpikarhu:when it finally dies, dont give up the domain. i will buy it off you and keep it up so that we can all check in once in a while and keep track of each other
4:45 PM
ZippyAidsFace:don't talk like that!!!
ZippyAidsFacehes not dying!

Arpikarhu:as to taking up space and not adding anything, that is everyone there. it should be our motto.

ZippyAidsFace:i said, when it dies
ZippyAidsFace:it wont!
ZippyAidsFace:ever!!
ZippyAidsFace:never
ZippyAidsFace:ever
ZippyAidsFace:never

Arpikarhu:what do you care now?

Arpikarhu:you are out, off the bus

ZippyAidsFace:of course I care, thats my child!
ZippyAidsFacehes all grown up and dont need me now
ZippyAidsFace:but its still my baby
ZippyAidsFace:a retarded
ZippyAidsFace:disfigured
ZippyAidsFace:ugly baby

Arpikarhu:your departure is the death knell

ZippyAidsFace:but still mine
ZippyAidsFace:I hate you

Arpikarhu:you were the glue that held it together

ZippyAidsFace:no im not
ZippyAidsFace:goat will keep it together

Arpikarhu:it doesne matter now

ZippyAidsFace:theres you
ZippyAidsFace:and keyser
ZippyAidsFace:and danked
ZippyAidsFace:and you
ZippyAidsFace:people
ZippyAidsFace:tons of stuff
Arpikarhu:without you around, i predict it will be dead by next x-mas

Arpikarhu:just hoon and the jays

ZippyAidsFace:it will all be fine
ZippyAidsFace:and dandy!
ZippyAidsFacehes been raised right
ZippyAidsFace:and I gotta go back up the systems, i'll catch you later old friend

Arpikarhu:later

ZippyAidsFace:have a happy new year if I dont speak to you before then

Arpikarhu:you too
4:50 PM
ZippyAidsFace has gone offline.

With Gonzo leaving, and my assassination of Galt, I shall begin to try to force members off of the board, so that I may finally recruit a majority of posters who will vote in the 2002 Sig Pic contest poll and lead to my eventual re-taking of the lead and winning the contest once and for all.


Till then, I shall now drive DIG off the board.

Apparently this is the latest one making the rounds...

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These are African Dwarf frogs. I inherited one a couple of months ago and just picked him/her/it up a new little buddy today. They are each less than an inch long.

Ribbit!



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