<center>I Do Not Want This
nin

i'm losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
and i'm made of clay
i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way

i'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face
and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place

i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this

and don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel

i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
and don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything now, is there?

you would know, wouldn't you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who've had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick i am
and maybe i don't have a choice
and maybe that is all i have
and maybe this is a cry for help

i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this

and don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel

i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters

What are your favorite band names? Popular ones, obscure ones, doesn't matter.

Sweep The Leg Johnny - Just found this band. It's a mathrock band with a name obviously referring to "The Karate Kid".

The Darkest of the Hillside Thickets - This band is pretty interesting. Small, but they have a great name referring of course, to a H.P. Lovecraft story by the same name.

Everclear - Just a cool name.

KMFDM - No, this doesnt stand for "Kill Mother Fucking Depeche Mode". It stands for "KEIN MEHRHEIT FÜR DIE MITLEID". People have called them everything under the sun except what their acronym really stands for. Check out some more here.

L7 - These chicks are anything BUT square.

Revolting Cocks - Heh. Cool name.

Skeleton Key - Cool NYC band.



I could come up with so many more. But I'll let you guys play too.

Look very carefully and see if you can pick it out.

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<font size="3">Sunken piano could be music to Sox fans' ears</font>
Associated Press

BOSTON -- Red Sox fans will go to any depths to break the Curse of the Bambino.

On Saturday, a group went to the bottom of a suburban Boston pond in search of Babe Ruth's piano, which, the story goes, was tossed into the water by the slugger in 1918.

The group hopes to refurbish the piano and play it again, just as the Babe did in 1918, the last time the Red Sox won a World Series. A season later, Ruth was sold to the New York Yankees, who have since won 26 championships.

"Once we bring this up, the Red Sox will win," Sudbury historian Lee Swanson said.

The search is sponsored by the Restoration Project, a rehabilitation program for adults with mental illness and head injuries. It received a search permit from the state -- Willis Pond is state property.

If the piano is positively identified, an excavation permit would be needed to retrieve it.

"We're confident we can save it and play it again," said Kevin Kennedy, a local upholsterer who volunteers with the group. "Wouldn't that be something? The last person to play this piano was Babe Ruth. Who knows -- it could end up at Fenway Park."

Five divers tried a blind search Saturday because visibility was poor, said Chris Hugo, who works with the state Board of Underwater Archaeological Research. They didn't locate the piano but said they'll return with a "sub-bottom profiler," a sonar scanner to get through sediment.

Organizers say they have proof the piano is there. On Dec. 22, Hugo used an infared camera and identified a "rectangular shape with wiry weeds" at the bottom, 15 feet below the surface and near shore.

The piano story has been local legend ever since Ruth rented a cottage near the pond in 1917 and 1918.

Kennedy heard the stories after moving to the area last year and investigated. If indeed the piano was there, he thought, he could refurbish it with help from the Restoration Project.

It would be a way to exorcise a baseball demon in the name of charity, said Kennedy, who calls himself "your average frustrated fan."

But first, they had to find the piano. Enter historians Swanson and Curt Garfield. Garfield wrote "The 100-year History of Sudbury," in which he identified Willis Pond as the resting place of Ruth's piano.

Still, Kennedy wanted more proof.

He called the Babe Ruth Birthplace and Museum -- a block from Camden Yards in Baltimore -- and spoke to director Greg Schwalenberg, who found a photo dated "winter 1917-1918" showing Ruth posing at the cottage.

Next, they found a letter in the archives of the late historian Ralph Sheridan, a friend of Ruth's from nearby Maynard, describing how Ruth often "sang around the piano with friends," Kennedy said.

The letter also described a 15-foot incline from the lake to the cottage -- a perfect launching point.

If excavated, the piano would be state property, but the Restoration Project would have preservation rights. State guidelines require that the group outline how it would conserve the piano and how it would pay for it. The nonprofit group says it will hold fund-raising events.

Ruth was drawn to the pond, Swanson said, because several teammates lived nearby. The area, he said, soon became a hotbed of illegal drinking for Boston gangsters during Prohibition.

By that time, Ruth was leading the Yankees to World Series victories. Many Boston fans believe their beloved Red Sox have been cursed ever since.

"I certainly believe there's something going on," Kennedy said. "In 80 years, we haven't had a championship in Boston in baseball. Perhaps we can eliminate whatever this is -- whether it's a curse or a psychological block."

What did me and the other dwarfs say when the prince woke up Snow White?

I guess it's back to jerking off again.....D'oh (TOG)

Actually I prefer to go back spankin a batch in spit's hair and blamin snuka for her hair loss. I love using her ass a shelf to stand on while I jerk one off too. Perfect for standing and big enough to hold my weight. :moonie: :moonie: :moonie: :moonie: :moonie:

Acid Baby Batter = always funny. Fuckers!

Well, date rape enthusiasts world wide are sobbing openly over this one.

All the fun of date rape is taken away.

Yes, ladies and gents, it is then end of casual sex as we know it. Thier main slogan at this here website is: "Science may not be sexy, but then again, niether are accusations".

So, now, the packaging logs the fingerprints and shit so she can't say she/ he was raped is what I gather from this. What a fuckin absolute pathetic world we live in that it has come to this.

You know you have been with someone for a long fuckin time when..................

......as a man, you actualy remember to put the toilet seat down.

......you start thinking the the Lifetime movies aren't really all that bad.

......when you hate his/her mother more than you hate your own.

......your weekends "big" plans are dinner and a movie with some "quality" time as a night cap instead of spending all day Sunday trying to rember what shit you got into on Friday & Saturday.

......When you cave in and decide that every room doesn't need black furinature and that pastel will liven shit up.

......when Hot Pockets or a tv dinner doesn't seem like a good idea for dinner after all.

.......Monday Night foot what? I watched Ally McBeal.



Edited By Sean Cold on Feb. 25 2002 at 11:50

I don't think I'd know what to do without these channels!

Take last night, for example, TLC had another classic police chase show on, then clicking over to Discovery, a midget documentary and then a whole show on hermaphrodites (Is it a boy or is it a girl?)! You can't find better TV than this!!! :roflmao:

(not to mention Trading Spaces, which I am incredibly addicted to)

The WWA (World Wrestling Association) had their first pay-per-view last night, and it was a complete and utter mess. Blown spots abound, I watched people land of their necks and heads in a 4 way tag-team survival match of scrubs. The match of Sabu and Crowbar had some interesting moves, but marred by blown spots, and it was slow as molasses. Sabu is definately not the man he used to be. Eddy Guerrero looked good, and after his match, got into a tussle with WWF's newly released Jerry Lynn. Prob the best mike work of the evening. It is a shame that Jerry Lynn never got the opportunity to do his stuff with Van Dam in the WWF ranks. Brett Hart, the commish of the WWA came out to tell folks that Randy "Macho Man" Savage would not be there, and picked Brian Christopher to go against the champ, Jeff Jarrett, in his place. Brian Christopher??? Then Brett proceeded to ramble on for ten minutes about Osama, Canada winning the gold...and muttering about the bell still ringing and would someone please answer the phone. Hardcore Midgets...that's right folks, hardcore midgets fought at this pay-per-view, and unlike the other wrestlers, actually hit their spots. Steiner came out and threw both the midgets, at the end of their match, out of the ring like frisbees. He then proceeded to beat the hell out of Disco Inferno. Steiner looks in good shape, and looks ready for the WWF. I, never a real Steiner fan, was impressed. Kronic fought some scrubs and looked awful doing so. Larry Zybisko came out, and proceeded to bash Vinny Mac and said Jericho is too short to be undisputed champ. Obviously, Larry takes exception at Jericho calling himself the "Living Legend". Brian Christopher vs. Jarrett wasn't bad, but Jarrett made that match work by being the heat machine that he is.

The show itself was a nightmare of production issues. Blown camera shots were constant. The camera work was simply awful, and not even to the ECW production values. They only filled half the arena, and ran screen on the other side. This half-arena only filled by about 1/3 into the show, which makes one wonder if they just gave out seats. The WWA need TV time and a consistent schedule to make it work. They have potential...but need alot of improvement on every end.

Clearchannel "franchises" talk shows?!?!

Don't know if the guys will talk about this. (I'm out of town for a while.)